I’m doing this because I hate the way that I’m shaped, and I need to learn to love myself when I take my clothes off.
Because it’s okay for you to insult me for looking this way if you’re “healthy”.
Because I used to be afraid that my boyfriends friends would think less of him for dating a “fat chick”.
Because I’m embarrassed to show even the tiniest bit of belly fat, because it hangs over my belly button.
Because I’m afraid to call myself hot, in fear that someone is going to say “who is she kidding, fat girls can’t be hot”, behind my back.
Because I know that when certain people see this, they’ll laugh or scroll down in disgust.
Because sometimes I wear longer shorts or capris instead of the shorts that I really want to wear because I tell myself “nobody wants to see that” when I see my jiggly thighs.
Because of “you’re pretty for a fat girl” and “you have a pretty face”.
Because I’m afraid to eat when I’m driving or around people that don’t know me because I don’t want to look like the “fat ass that stuffs her face”.
Because when I was a little girl my mom used to tell me that boys would never like me until I lost weight, and that if I got any fatter that she was just going to wrap sheets around me because regular clothes wouldn’t fit me.
Because my dad used to hide food from me, and lock all of the cabinets because he didn’t want a fat daughter.
Because I’m a fetish and not a regular fucking human being.
Because when I hang out with my thinner friends, I’m insecure, and I know that I’m the “ugly friend”.
Because “fat” is an insult.
Because it took me months until I was brave enough to even post something like this.145 notes
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